“Many things I had believed to be firm and lasting I have found to be not so. Many nights I have lain awake with tears in my eyes trying to understand what God was doing. But, dear sister, God never has required us to understad His ways, only to trust Him.
Perhaps you too, dear sister, know all to well of what I am saying. My heart goes out to you, because I indeed know what it is to fell you whole world crumble around you and fall.
I would like to share something with you that, although out of the ordinary, has greatly given me encouragement and peace when I needed it most. It is a mane of God given to Him by an Egyptian slave girl, Hagar. The name is El Roi (El raw-EE). In Hebrew, it means, The God who sees me.
The angel of the LORD found Hagar near a spring in the desert; it was the spring that is beside the road to Shur. And he said, “Hagar, servant of Sarai, where have you come from, and where are you going?” “I’m running away from my mistress Sarai,” she answered. Then the angel of the LORD told her, “Go back to your mistress and submit to her.”…She gave this name to the LORD who spoke to her: “You are the God who sees me,” for she said, “I have now seen the One who sees me.”
~Gensis 16:7-9,13
Wherever you are, whatever has happened to you, whatever you are going through, our God is truly the God who sees! He sees you now and He knows everything. But, He also sees things that we do not. What appears to us to be an unmovable mountain before us, God sees as a stepping stone He will use to bring us closer to Himself, and to make us more like His beloved son, Jesus Christ.
I would like to share a poem with you that I wrote while meditating on all that has happened to me these past months. I hope you would find encouragement in it, as I have.
Peace, Be Still
The storm around me rages
Such a storm all my life I have never known
It threatens to sink me
To draw me down, down, down
Down to defeat and death
I’ve fought so long
I’ve fought so hard
Against the furious wind and powerful waves
And now
The mast above me is nearly breaking
The ship rises to the very heavens
And crashes down again
Down so far, I didnot believe she could ever rise
I had set out on the voyage
On a calm sea
I had been so full of life and hop
I knew Jesus was with me
I am a sailor
I know how to survive at sea
But now
My worst nightmare is reality
There is death in the thunder
The waves are calling out my name
My strong limbs fail beneath me from fatigue
There is nothing more I can do to save myself
I fall on my knees and pray
“Oh God awake!
See the storm rage around me
See the waves lusting for my life
I am a dead man, Oh Lord!
Arise, arise save me!”
I wait, and hear a voice calling over the deafening noise
“Peace, be still.”

When we call to Him, He will answer us, when we draw near to Him He will draw near to us, when we enter the valley of the shadow of death, He will remain right by our side, when we choose to step out of the boat and go to Jesus, we will walk on water.
Written by Emily Rebhan, and exerpted from The King’s Blooming Rose magazine, written and edited by Sarah Bryant
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Bryant, your words have blessed me beyond measure tonight. That is such a wonderful poem. Thank you for your openness in sharing it with all of us. I, too, know what it is like to sail the stormy sea. As I read this post, I could not help but let tears of thankfulness slip down my cheeks as your words reminded me that God knows all; He is in control. The Christian life is not the easiest to live sometimes, but we have the blessed hope that joy and peace are ours at all times.
A friend of mine once stated that he would rather be out on a thin limb with Jesus, than be clinging to the trunk of a tree by himself. How true that is. There is nothing more assuring, nothing sweeter, than living a life with our Saviour.
God’s Blessings to you, my dear. We have no need to fear tomorrow, for Christ is holding it in His Hands. He will never leave us.
(((hugs)))
What a beautiful post, Bryant!!!! It was so challenging and inspiring!!!
Love You!!!
~Elizabeth